Unquestioned voices resonate in my head
I listen to some of them for a while
maybe they might say and touch on something with substance.
Folding myself into history I unfold into the present
This is my culture but it doesn’t represent me
it asks for a reward every time oil is spun into golden weapons and societies
and then woven into an image of a prosperous future while it destroys flora and fauna
and contaminates air, water, space, bodies, and land.
I am American in the frame of the paper
crossing from checkpoint to checkpoint
at times my demeanor arouses a memory of the foreign-
of a necessary enemy.
All roads don’t lead to Rome
most of them will take you to the reservations, modern plantations,
torture sites, and military occupations
but then again-
where is it that you intend to go?
Didn’t this moment happened before?
Not to us- of course…….
But it did happen
Dreams don’t come true
unless they are invented by you
and I know this now-
more than ever…..
being here in this place- in your dream.
The dreamer woke up and everything disappeared.
It all disappeared everything-
especially the eyes.
“Your eyes should have remained”
They didn’t.
All that remained was a sound and a feeling.
While pyramids and cities crumble and dry out for lack of understanding ……
while my body dissolves to the rhythm of a chaotic expansion-
I will not die…….but culture and ideology will.
While a voice is heard- your voice
I will not die.
“We will begin to record.
Are you ready now?”