Your balloon just popped
your ice cream cone dropped
your hair is full of gum
your foot landed on dog shit or maybe it was human shit
it doesn’t matter
the kids laughed because it was funny when it disrupted your performance of a man-
your man performance.
You have diarrhea and you’re stuck in traffic
You’re out of gas and now your tire is flat
you have sweat on your palm-
rejected by a lover’s hand.
The machine ate your last and much needed quarter
bird shit is your luck.
He took off with another woman
she took off with another man
he took off with another man
she took off with another woman
they took off with another….
“Another what?”-
Weren’t you listening?
Your phone got cut
you got into it with the boss
you live with your parents
they live with their parents…
it doesn’t conform- you see
everything is made to make you feel embarrassed
you couldn’t get it up
you came too fast
you forgot to wipe your ass
and-now the sheets are in the trash
and when you walk the streets
in a ‘cultivated’ and integrated world
the thought that consumes your mind
is that you won’t last…..
and you can only remember the red balloon from the past.